Took a small vaca...

I decided to take a small vacation from it all and enjoy what I could of my 40th birthday.  I have to say it was very uneventful.  In fact we did nothing.  I had always thought I would finally have a big celebration for the big four O.  But, due to a major lack in funds it was not meant to be.  I thought 40 would be a bit better than this.  I wouldn't have ever thought I would be practically starting over at 40.  Struggling to make ends meet.  It's been a long, hard year and I hope that it will soon be turning around.  But enough of my brooding and depression.  I will post again another day hopefully in a much better mood.